God Speaks--Are You Listening?

Have you ever been in a situation where you KNOW you are alone, but could swear that you heard someone speaking? I have and it's really kind of freaky. You may sit and wonder if you really heard what you heard, or if your imagination is getting the best of you. Most always it is merely a noise that was misheard, or in fact, the result of a vivid imagination. Sometimes; however, it could be a voice from God with a message for you. 

In the book of Samuel, we are told of a young boy, named Samuel, who had been left by his mother, at the temple in order to be raised for the service of God. Samuel was raised by the priest, Eli. Due to some disorder in Eli's household, God was preparing for Samuel to take over one day as priest instead of Eli's heirs. As Samuel slept one night, he heard a voice call his name. To him it was so audible that he rose out of bed, went to Eli, and asked what he wanted. Eli replied that he had not called for Samuel. This happened three times and then it dawned on Eli what was happening. He told Samuel that the next time he heard the voice, to respond, "Speak, Lord, your servant is listening." Eli realized that is was God calling out to Samuel in an audible voice. So when Samuel next heard the voice, he called out as Eli had instructed and then God told him many things that would come to pass concerning Eli, his family, and Samuel himself. 

Although not impossible, it is not often that God uses an audible voice to speak in this day, or at least not as audible as if He were seated nearby holding a conversation. I have heard God speak; however, very clearly and almost audibly through my thoughts. When this has occurred, I knew it was God because it did not seem to come from inside my head, but rather was placed there for me to grasp. It is a difficult description to understand unless you have had one of these God-thoughts yourself. God will use the Holy Spirit to put these God-thoughts in your mind. These are not "gut feelings", but in fact, almost audible thoughts.

Three times this has happened to me. The first time was when I was in college. My husband and I met through Campus Crusade (now known as Cru). As we began dating, it was apparent (to me, at least) that this was the man God had chosen for me to marry. Mid-way through my sophomore year, I was making plans to transfer to another college several states away. As I prayed about what to do, I had a very "audible thought" that if I changed colleges, the relationship between my then boyfriend and I would not be able to continue. Since I "knew" that he was the one for me, I decided not to change colleges. Because of that decision, we have been married now for 32 years, have 3 children and 2 grand-children. Some may think, "Yeah, well, that was an obvious one. Are you sure that was God?" I can tell you that yes, it was. I had never, up to that point, been so sure and clear about any decision I had made, and never once doubted it was correct. 

If that doesn't convince you, let me share another occasion. Five years after we had been married, I was pregnant with our second child. Because I am diabetic, pregnancies were often more risky for both mother and child. The decision to have the baby early was made due to his size and my diabetes. My first pregnancy had gone fairly event free and so had my second thus far. At 35 weeks and after a planned C-section, my 10 lb., 14 oz., baby boy was born. Oh, yeah, diabetics tend to have much larger babies. All was well until his 4th day. At this point, he had developed septicemia, had a high fever, had stopped breathing on his own, was put on 3 different antibiotics and was prepared to fly out to a NICU about 100 miles away. This was when God spoke to me through another "audible thought". He said, "In everything give thanks!"  I had read several verses in the Bible previously about giving thanks to God, but this one was from 1 Thessalonians 5:18, 

"give thanks to God no matter what circumstances you find yourself in." 

In my gut, I'm thinking, "God, you have to be crazy. How can I be thankful when my baby is near death's door?" But His voice said, "Give thanks!" So I did, I called several people to get on prayer chains and then sat there giving thanks to God for the few days I'd had with the baby; for my family members; for my other child at home. After two weeks in the NICU, the baby was finally able to come home and has suffered no side effects as a result!

Still not sure that God can speak in an "audible thought"? I will share my third encounter with you. As my children, now three of them, grew up, I was an impatient mother. I also suffered from untreated depression which often left me angry and easily frustrated. One such day, the children were "on my last nerve". I'm sure you can relate. We were attempting to go somewhere in the vehicle. I don't remember if it was to school, or somewhere else, but I was mad because they were goofing off or taking too long; who knows. I took off from the driveway and raced down the road much faster than I should have for safety's sake. As we neared the end of the road, I heard the most clear of all of these thoughts God has given. He said, "Be careful with My beautiful children!" At that I cried (and still get teary-eyed thinking about it). If that was not a clearly audible "thought" from God, I don't know what is. I was ashamed of my attitude and my carelessness with "His beautiful children". Needless to say, I quickly checked my attitude and slowed my car and my frustration. 

Strong "audible thoughts" can be messages from God. Are we listening to them? Are we reviewing those thoughts, comparing them to His word and contemplating the meaning of the message for our lives? Are we being obedient to those audible thoughts? Are we thanking God for His words? The challenge is for all of us to listen, give thanks and obey.